Monday, August 11, 2008
2:37 AM
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That day was gloomy and rain poured heavily. I rushed back to the car park after my interview. Once I reached Hun's house, I dried myself and pack my clothing to leave to Port Dickson on Friday. My heart doesn't feel nice when I received my brother's call. He told me that daddy had passed away and asked me to rush back home.

I drove back in the fastest speed. The rain has not been stopping. Traffic started to get congested by cars. I cried badly in the car and Hun's family worried me and trailing from behind to look after me. *Thank you Uncle, Aunt, and Quan*-HUGS-. I reached home then, everything in red or colourful has been teared down, white mahjong paper covered the god statues, television, mirrors, cupboards and all the lights on with the gate opened widely.

The rain gets heavier and a white colour van reached home. 2 man carried him to the center of the living hall. He was still covered with white cloth. I stop tearing and in the moment of silence. ~It might not be him maybe? ~ Maybe he's just sick and need a rest?.

The man then took off the white cloth and I see daddy laying down there in still and emotionless. I saw mummy tears when she looked at dad...but she tried to hold it because she wants to be the pillar of strength and guide us from today onwards. We need to be there for each of us now.

Elder brother was trapped in the traffic jam. He was lost to somewhere and tried his very best to escape and finally he took LTR and reach home. I feel very regret that I couldn't send dad for the last time. I believe everyone of us feels the same. We then went to buy coffin for daddy and all that is needed for the funeral.

I packed daddy clothings, his belongings and put it with him. As the taoist said that things that he usually used will be burned with him and he'll used it in another world. Today(11aug), we went to the middle of sea to cast his ashes. It was believed that he will live freely and go wherever he wants.

no one can ever understand how I feel now. I miss him and this will be forever
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