Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Daddy in Remembrance 1:50 AM
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I believe daddy would be the most respectful, greatest and admired person for each of us. It could be either in a such a way where you perform it in your "heart" or you act it out to let him know. My dad is a person who doesn't really talk much, doesn't like to express his feelings and making a big Hu-Ha about his problems and doesn't really want people to worry about him so much. He choose to live ordinarily, being wise, being a responsible father, husband and son, and concern of each of us. Daddy is a very smart "boy" during primary and high school. This might be due to the grandma strictness. I'd hear from grandma that she will cane her children if they aren't studying everyday and play with their friends. Oh my, lucky Miao dad didn't apply this to me. N yeah, The other day I was checking on dad's files on his cupboard. Guess what I've found.

1. Dad scored incredibly in his studies. Just that BM a bit...a bit la not so impressive la...he got 7 for it la...

2. Dad took a paper from Cambridge University and he scored 1 for English and Maths. ~Never in my life my Maths is 1, at most 3 nia n that's why I took Science subject cause a lil paiseh if let people know my Maths results

3. Dad went for Pilot examination. Oh my, dad once wanted to become a PILOT???? Unfortunately he failed because of his eyesight.

4. Dad's first love is not mummy!!!!! hahahahaha I guess nia~maybe I think too much Dad didn't throw away the pictures of him n a lady with some notes behind the pictures.

5. Dad is a good swimmer, hockey, judo and badminton player!! He got gold medal for the badminton, n the rest I'm not sure.

6. Dad was a teacher before he joined UMBC (a Bank).

Here's some pictures of dad.


































Monday, August 11, 2008
2:37 AM
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That day was gloomy and rain poured heavily. I rushed back to the car park after my interview. Once I reached Hun's house, I dried myself and pack my clothing to leave to Port Dickson on Friday. My heart doesn't feel nice when I received my brother's call. He told me that daddy had passed away and asked me to rush back home.

I drove back in the fastest speed. The rain has not been stopping. Traffic started to get congested by cars. I cried badly in the car and Hun's family worried me and trailing from behind to look after me. *Thank you Uncle, Aunt, and Quan*-HUGS-. I reached home then, everything in red or colourful has been teared down, white mahjong paper covered the god statues, television, mirrors, cupboards and all the lights on with the gate opened widely.

The rain gets heavier and a white colour van reached home. 2 man carried him to the center of the living hall. He was still covered with white cloth. I stop tearing and in the moment of silence. ~It might not be him maybe? ~ Maybe he's just sick and need a rest?.

The man then took off the white cloth and I see daddy laying down there in still and emotionless. I saw mummy tears when she looked at dad...but she tried to hold it because she wants to be the pillar of strength and guide us from today onwards. We need to be there for each of us now.

Elder brother was trapped in the traffic jam. He was lost to somewhere and tried his very best to escape and finally he took LTR and reach home. I feel very regret that I couldn't send dad for the last time. I believe everyone of us feels the same. We then went to buy coffin for daddy and all that is needed for the funeral.

I packed daddy clothings, his belongings and put it with him. As the taoist said that things that he usually used will be burned with him and he'll used it in another world. Today(11aug), we went to the middle of sea to cast his ashes. It was believed that he will live freely and go wherever he wants.

no one can ever understand how I feel now. I miss him and this will be forever

Monday, August 4, 2008
Actually... 1:41 AM
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I want to learn how to swim properly!! Help me Pui J and Lembu kor. You don't want to see me drown if Kl flood?! hahahah...Flood indeed happen before in KL what, no merh? ( Cheh, I know this from the drama "Age of Glory" nia)

Saturday, August 2, 2008
The "Miao" now 4:56 PM
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I'm still jobless now. I started to apply my very first job as nutritionist on 10th of April...keep applying...keep hunting...n hunt...and now 3rd of Aug and this coming 10th Aug is 4 months de. *miao really wanna cry de* I wouldn't say it's hard to get a job. such as those promoter, sales executive, teacher etc BUT it's hard to get a job that YOU WANT!!! There are few companies offering me with very good pay but you should know there's no free lunch in this world right?~...This company call Wijaya offered me very good pay (RM~15k) for the post organic chemist. *jaws drop* I believe you will feel a lil suspicious with this, am i right?. yeah...I quite like this company actually; you know why? That's because they are very honest that they'd tell me the job scope for this post.




Miss X: "Miss Koo, we want to let you to be clear of this position where you will handle radioactive material 2 weeks in a month. But no worries because we will provide you the ring to put on ur finger, wrist and your pocket to detect the ray concentration. More of less you'll be exposed to some of these rays. Are you with me? "

Miao: "(waooo...so keng meh) yes, I'm listening, you may continue"



Miss X: "We need more people in this field now as more patient diagnose with cancer so we need to put few people at the radiopharmaceutical and that's why we choose you."

Miao: (yeah right...like i'm very lucky like that -_-)



Miss X: "~bla bla bla on the risk of this job n the scopes for 10minutes" "so if you would like to join us you just give us a call and we'll arrange you for the next interview"

Miao: "alright...sure..."

Actually I really wana have a try on this one. for a month?? But too bad...I was not allowed to. :(
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